May 28, 2005
Author: AsharEdith | Filed under: Journal

My NutriSystem auto-ship arrived about two weeks ago but I didn’t opened the box ’til today. I had food available, and I didn’t wanted to deal with counting boxes, verifying everything was there, and arrange it so new items stand back of the old ones. I have a pretty small kitchen and having this much food is a pain in the @$$. My kitchen looks messy all the time since I started NS… Good excuse ah! At least it is clean. LOL
After I counted, and fix the boxes I took this pictures.

To the game… How many Nutri System entries do I had in my kitchen this morning?
I could have a party for 50 people and everyone would have a nice NutriDinner and NutriDessert to eat. Although they might no have the chance to choose the entree they want to eat.
Judging for the amount of food I have from the previous auto-ship I can tell I was 100% on program for about one week only.
After few people post their comment I’ll tell you how many entries I had this morning when I took the picture. But first comment! You can ask for more clues if you need to. But you need to make concrete questions. Not general ones. Enjoy the game!
May 26, 2005
Author: AsharEdith | Filed under: Journal

I could fill up an ocean with all my tears. Tears of grieving those where. Never found Mishu’s body… Dead or alive there’s no where to find him and Lola. I needed to mourn and I did. Today I think it’s time to move on. I can’t let depression control my life. If I let go by it I could end up in a clinic. Never loss someone SO close. I got him few month after moving to Isabela as newlywed. He became my best friend very fast… 90% of my time I was with him. No other cat can replace what I felt for him. Cat’s neighbors have came to pay their respect. It’s being sad for many people and pets here. Sometimes I hear he’s “voice” at night. I get up from bed and run outside… Just to find I was dreaming… Or that it was some other cat. But as important that Mishu was for me I need to get back on track. Need to go on with my life.
I know for a fact Mishu will be always in my heart and in my mind.
As for my weight issues… I’m up 8 freaking pounds. I’m an emotional eater. Depression over Mishu’s loss took me there. Good news I’m back on NutriSystem/Curves 100% I know I’ll be down where I was in no time. Just have to commit myself to my healthy routines again. Don’t understand how can someone gain 5 pounds in a week! But… I was depressed. Eat what ever I wanted. And didn’t exercised at all. I was in suicidal mode. But now I want to live. Starting today I’m EATING
EXERCISING @ Curves TAKING ONE TrimSpa daily, and DRINKING LOTS OF Water…
I KNOW I CAN DO IT! I KNOW I CAN BE LEAN & SEXY AGAIN!
May 25, 2005
Author: AsharEdith | Filed under: Journal

Road 111 Isabela, PR - Just a street I drive by to go almost everywhere. Old people use to sit there to watch cars pass. It was raining cats and dogs when I took this picture yesterday.
May 24, 2005
Author: AsharEdith | Filed under: Journal

Think it’s official… Mishu is in “Heaven”. That is if there’s one for Good Cats. Still not feeling like posting much. Just wanted to let you know I called the Police and the Mayor’s office. ‘Cause I discovered there’s not Humane Society here in Isabela. IT turns my sadness into anger! There’s no respect for animals here in Puerto Rico. It’s sad to say but it IS a sad fact about our island. There are no laws against people who mistreat their pets, there is no place where you can go if you need help for that matter. You can call the police… But they usually do nothing. When I called yesterday morning they reacted as if it wasn’t their problem but then they suggested I called the “Citizens Pro Animal Shelter” in Aguadilla (next town West, few miles away). I’ve left few messages. They haven’t answered yet. Sad thing is I know they will not answer my calls. ‘Cause? Sad fact about Puerto Rico #2 …many people open this offices just to get federal funds but usually do nothing for our society. That’s why sometimes I feel like leaving Puerto Rico and moving to some state of the US where things work well… Is there one out there? Sometimes this feels like living in a 100 by 35 ghetto!
As for my weight… Don’t even ask about it please! For me sadness = eating. I’m up another pound. Witch makes me more sad… Then makes me eat more. Just hopping I beat this sad/empty feeling soon so I can get back on track.
Thanks for all your comments! Now I’m sad after writing this. Not posting for few days more… Just sad. Can’t help it. *Blog Silence*
May 24, 2005
Author: AsharEdith | Filed under: Journal

Think I’m becoming this after watching the last movie. LOL

Darth… A typical American Vision of IT?